So it's that time of the year again...when life
would soon start to change color...when winds would start to chill...when
leaves would fall to the ground and birds would fly away, shying away from the
gold times...the dark times...
This time of the year holds a certain kind of
sadness to it....a certain kind of sorrow for the departed...the air reminisces
about lost lovers...broken hearts...unsaid words... forgotten promises and
unveiled truths... And yet there is something about this time of the year that
attracts me to it...it calls on to me...the sadness that exists in the very
atmosphere seems magical to me...the winds that hold the echo of what once was
draw me towards them...it is this time of the year that finds me playing back
all the events of my life over and over again like the reel of a favorite old
movie...where every scene is lovingly remembered and yet I yearn to watch it
over and over again...
This time finds me peacefully quiet...happy in
the solitary confines of my mind...it is a time when long walks are enjoyed in
silence...and the pages of a book become my favorite source of warmth...
To those around me I seem to be brooding over
lost things...but that is not so...I lovingly reminisce over them...assuring
them that they may have been lost....but they certainly have not been
forgotten...and once that is done I take those reels of past store them away at
the back of my mind again....ready to come back to the present and live here
and now...making new memories...and learning new lessons...but only till
another autumn beckons me...calls on to me to live the magic once again....to
fill my heart with the love I hold for the past and to re-live what once
was...for that is the joy of the lovely autumn time...
First, the lay out is awesome! So bright and pleasant!
ReplyDeleteSecond, You are just amazing with your words, Hurmat!
Thanx Love, tried to keep it "Sunshiney" out here
Delete"to fill my heart with the love I hold for the past and to re live what once was"
ReplyDeleteIf only I could really explain how much am I in love with this. I could relate to it, and probably thats the best part. And somehow, its giving me hope. Thank you for such a wonderful piece of writing. Have read it for the sixth time, and its in my favorites now. I'll keep on reading it.
:) its great to see how you seem to like my words even when in my eye they are completely ordinary... and i love that my writing makes a bit of a difference in someone's life.
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